Before we get started please note that I’m a dramatic and emotional person, so try not to think I am crazy or anything. First of all, I will begin with telling you about Cole and what happened with him. So I get back to school and as some of you know, we were going to hang out over the summer but he canceled on me. Well not only did he cancel, he got a girlfriend. I was so pissed off and so I had to delete him on Facebook because I was sick of it. He ended up adding me back and we didn’t talk until actually..a few days ago.

So a few days ago, I was on the plane coming home from Paris (I’ll talk about that later) and when I got service again after arriving in Atlanta, I saw a text from him saying, “Heyy”. I was a little confused so I texted him back. We texted about a lot of stuff and how he quit smoking marijuana. So finally he bluntly asked, “So do you still like me?” (If you don’t know, I told him I liked him back in May). I said yeah but I had to let him know how mad I was in the past and how much he hurt and confused me. He kept on saying “I’m really sorry” or “Sorry I did that to you” And finally he asked he could come to my house and hang out. So yeah, basically now he’s coming over on Sunday and I’m excited but I have to be careful. That has really what has been up with that. But within the time we didn’t talk, I was really sad so that contributed to it all.

Now about PARIS! It was so beautiful and I had the time of my life. I have a story about the plane ride back though which is quite funny. So I was seated next to this lady who spoke NO ENGLISH like at all. None. She didn’t know one word. So anyways, the first thing she did was she decided up put her trash in my cup on my tray and I mean I can deal with that. But then she decides to put her full orange drink on my tray while she slept. Now please note this lady has a habit of flinching when she wakes up, so she wakes up, flinches, and knocks her full drink all over me. Fun life, right? I was so pissed and she takes her napkins and started dabbing my shirt hahahaha. It ended up being really funny…it looked like I peed myself. xD

So yeah, that’s about it..I guess there’s more but I don’t feel like typing any more haha. Hope you have been good! Bye for now.

I said I liked all my teachers…well, except my Biology teachers. He is a complete airhead, and doesn’t know what he’s talking about. He’s one of those teachers who is like “What’s the answer?” and he’s only asking because he doesn’t know the answer himself. I can’t have a teacher who doesn’t know what the hell he’s talking about. D:

Last year I was looking to get a boyfriend, but this year after the disaster last year with that guy (Cole), I’m so over guys for now. I still find myself liking Cole, but I seriously can’t. Last night he did apologize for not going to the movies with me and stuff, but I don’t think I can ever think of him the same. It’s a long story, and I don’t feel like explaining it. >.<

Have you guys started school yet? If so, tell me about it.

Anyways…summer is almost over…WHAT. School starts August 15th which I’m happy about since it was supposed to start August 1st…yes, THE FIRST OF AUGUST. D: Since it starts mid-August, that means more time for summer reading, which I’m reallllly behind on. >.< I’m so lazy. What day does your school start and do you have to be bothered with damn summer reading? Consider yourself lucky if you don’t.

I mean I like reading…if it’s a good book. And I have to be in the mood to read…during summer, I’m not really in the mood to read; I’d rather be out with friends. I do have some motivation to do my reading though: turns out there are 2 MORE PRETTY LITTLE LIARS BOOKS after Wanted! My mom says I can read them once I finish summer reading. I am so happy…those books are MY LIFE. ^_^

One more thing I want to tell you guys, remember that guy that I told him I liked him? Well, he asked me to hang out. We are going to the movies together sometime; I’m just waiting to hear back from him. I hope he follows though…I think he may be grounded but whatever. We are going sometime and I will make sure it happens. Okay bye

I have been wanting to make some new content, but I do not really know what to do. I think I may just start off on some easy pixels or icons. Although, I kind of suck at making either of those. I also want to do a domain giveaway for Cloud Kisses’s second birthday on July 1st! I go to camp July 3rd, so I will probably do it sometime in mid-June so get ready.

Anyways, this summer has been really awesome so far…it’s been waaaay better than last summer. I think what makes it better is my job is better. I mean I have the same job as last year, but I am getting along with the people more than I used to. You see, I always thought the head coach hated me, but she actually likes me so we talk more, which is nice. I don’t know what happened, but I am a lot more outgoing than I was last year. I’m definitely not as shy. I have found it is a lot easier to get through by just being relaxed and being yourself. Not worrying whether you’re too loud or if the people like you.

Well, the computer is really hurting my eyes at the moment, so I’m going to go. Hope you’re having a good summer or if you’re not on summer break, hope you have a good day/week/month

When I was at the beach, I went into a shop. I found a sign that said, “Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can’t change. Kiss slowly, forgive quickly, play hard, take chances, give everything, and have no regrets. Life is too short to be anything but happy.” I completely fell in love with those sentences. I did not buy the sign (I kind of wish I did), but I mostly love the message on it because it is so true. I especially love where it says, “and let go of what you can’t change”; what is done is done and there is no point worrying about it because every minute you spend worrying is one less minute you spend being happy. Plus, I personally believe everything happens for a reason, and nothing is a mistake because it’s how life is supposed to be. Making mistakes is part of learning who you are.

I also love the “take chances” part because you sometimes have to give something to get what you want. For example with the guy, without me telling him I had a 0% chance of him feeling the same way but when I told him, I had a 50/50 shot. You will never live without taking a chance and risking it; don’t let fear hold you back.

Ah, anyways. I still need to start working on my website. I kind of want to make a new theme, but I still love this one! And plus I haven’t coded in SO long. I hope I can get things moving; I probably can. I feel motivated! I also have my summer reading to start…I have to read 3 books in 2 months. Shit. I absolutely despise reading anything that I don’t pick out, and we have assigned books. I would have to read only 2 if I wasn’t taking honors literature next year. Oh well. I still have awhile.

I finished my freshman year yesterday, and I am actually kind of sad. I am now 1/4 through high school and that is kind of scary. I am happy that I can’t be called a freshman anymore though. Since yesterday was my last day of school, I had my friends Madison and Katie come over and we went to the pool to swim. I actually just met them this year and they are amazing people.

So anyways, you know how I told you about that guy? Well, he started talking to me again…we haven’t talked in a few days though. I don’t care though because I’m going to do something I never in a million years thought I would do…I’m going to tell him I like him. I am really nervous, but I am seriously going to do it. I was thinking, if I get rejected, that is okay because at least I had the guts do it. I am planning on doing it either tonight or this weekend. I’ll update you guys on that later.

Questions!
1. When does your summer break start?
2. Have you ever told someone your feelings for them?

If you go back to I think two blogs ago…one that I posted in March about a boy…yeah that’s where all the darkness came from. If you don’t feel like reading it I will gladly summarize really quick. Long story short, I met this guy at the beginning of February, I thought he liked me (I still think he does, but he is shy), and throughout all the time, I wasn’t sure if he liked me or not. He would stop talking to me and then talk to me again and now he is not talking to me anymore. It is not as dark anymore but it was. I swear, I would literally not even speak to the world and cry all the time. At the moment, I feel better but I can’t really describe my feelings because I have so many mixed. Oh and if you can’t tell, I like him too. So I will leave it at that for now.

Anyways, enough shit about me…how have YOU GUYS been?! Oh my gosh, I missed everyone so freaking much! <3 I am going to comment a lot of people hopefully. If I don’t, I will in June because I do still have schoolwork, but I’m finishing up my freshmen year on May 25th. It is kind of weird that I will be a sophomore in high school next year…it freaks me out.

I will be officially back on May 26th and when school is out; I can’t say if I’ll be back again after sophomore year starts in August… But hopefully next year I can balance out my time to do my website and schoolwork.